I do love you so much but I think everything is gotta to end now. ON THIS MOMENT
Before today, I always wish that your birthday comes faster so that I can give the present to you and I thought the distance between us will be more closer. But I was wrong so wrong.
I think you don't like what I've written in the letter. Haih
I even thought I have chance but actually no. Why am I being so dumb
You try to flirt and you somehow find topics to chat with me. And somehow I'll be thinking that whether you used me or not. Because you keep asking me anything to study
After chee sent that conversation between you and him I was so in love with you
But everything you said was just a simple word and it doesn't mean anything to you
Just because you're happy so you said whatever you like and somehow hurt someone accidentally
You say you were sorry last time. How about these you done to me? That's even more hurt and every everything
Your birthday night you started not to chat with me. But I'm just silly enough to text you
And you just like 敷衍 me. Okay the next day is the same too.
After exam I texted you. You did not reply. Ohh fine.
Yesterday was 19.10.2014. I asked you to tell me the truth what's going on make you treat me like this. You said that's my own fault on how I think. Today I want you to be true but you don't reply. Okay.
I'm so done with you. Please do not pretend that you're sorry. You don't mean that.
I love you and I don't asked for anything from you. I just hope that you will one day find out my best part that's all.
It may hard. It's okay. But why do you want to hurt me once.
You hurt me. You apologized. I forgave. And now you do the same thing. Hurt me even harder.
Why hurt a girl who would never hurt you?
If I have a time machine, I would not let you or anyone else give me such fake hope.
If I have a chance to kill a man, I'll kill you. Then I'll suicide too.
You don't know what's love. You've never get hurt by someone. You never really know how to love a person
One day karma will hit you badly. But when karma hits you, and I still love you, I'll still lend a helping hand to you. You know what's the reason? Because I love you.
You probably don't care but what I can only say is no one can now replace you in my heart.
I miss you but you seem just fine without me
I literally think about you all the time
Next year, if you're in different school, please don't hurt anyone
I hope that I'm the only one who get hurt by you
Don't ever do what you did wrong in Kuen Cheng
Wish you could have a peaceful life
Study hard, work hard.
I'll be there for you anytime you need someone to accompany you
This is how I love you
Don't ever forget it
Once upon a time, I love you so much
I'll be trying to move on.
Don't worry
I'm not going to annoy you anymore
I hope when you see Sticky, you'll have a thought of me
And please please please don't dump what I did to you
Don't ever judge my love to you
You may not appreciate but don't judge.
Thanks for having a crush on me once
It's time for me to move on.
Goodbye my lover
You'll no longer find out that no one will love you like I did
Tell me if you ever cared , if a single thought for me was spared
Tell me when you lie in bed, do you think of something I once said
放不下你是我活该
我相信总有一天你会在我心里慢慢变得不重要
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