Your birthday

First I have to wish you happy birthday:) happy birthday to that cutest guy 

I do love you so much but I think everything is gotta to end now. ON THIS MOMENT 

Before today, I always wish that your birthday comes faster so that I can give the present to you and I thought the distance between us will be more closer. But I was wrong so wrong. 

I think you don't like what I've written in the letter. Haih 

I even thought I have chance but actually no. Why am I being so dumb 

You try to flirt and you somehow find topics to chat with me. And somehow I'll be thinking that whether you used me or not. Because you keep asking me anything to study

After chee sent that conversation between you and him I was so in love with you 

But everything you said was just a simple word and it doesn't mean anything to you

Just because you're happy so you said whatever you like and somehow hurt someone accidentally  

You say you were sorry last time. How about these you done to me? That's even more hurt and every everything 

Your birthday night you started not to chat with me. But I'm just silly enough to text you 

And you just like 敷衍 me. Okay the next day is the same too.

After exam I texted you. You did not reply. Ohh fine.

Yesterday was 19.10.2014. I asked you to tell me the truth what's going on make you treat me like this. You said that's my own fault on how I think. Today I want you to be true but you don't reply. Okay.

I'm so done with you. Please do not pretend that you're sorry. You don't mean that. 

I love you and I don't asked for anything from you. I just hope that you will one day find out my best part that's all. 

It may hard. It's okay. But why do you want to hurt me once.

You hurt me. You apologized. I forgave. And now you do the same thing. Hurt me even harder.

Why hurt a girl who would never hurt you?

If I have a time machine, I would not let you or anyone else give me such fake hope.

If I have a chance to kill a man, I'll kill you. Then I'll suicide too.

You don't know what's love. You've never get hurt by someone. You never really know how to love a person

One day karma will hit you badly. But when karma hits you, and I still love you, I'll still lend a helping hand to you. You know what's the reason? Because I love you. 

You probably don't care but what I can only say is no one can now replace you in my heart.

I miss you but you seem just fine without me

I literally think about you all the time 

Next year, if you're in different school, please don't hurt anyone 

I hope that I'm the only one who get hurt by you

Don't ever do what you did wrong in Kuen Cheng

Wish you could have a peaceful life 

Study hard, work hard.

I'll be there for you anytime you need someone to accompany you 

This is how I love you 

Don't ever forget it

Once upon a time, I love you so much

I'll be trying to move on.

Don't worry

I'm not going to annoy you anymore 

I hope when you see Sticky, you'll have a thought of me 

And please please please don't dump what I did to you

Don't ever judge my love to you

You may not appreciate but don't judge.

Thanks for having a crush on me once

It's time for me to move on.

Goodbye my lover 

You'll no longer find out that no one will love you like I did 

Tell me if you ever cared , if a single thought for me was spared

Tell me when you lie in bed, do you think of something I once said

放不下你是我活该

我相信总有一天你会在我心里慢慢变得不重要

Same topic and it's you, Tiong Kai Yen.

We chat yesterday. I'm happy with that. You told me that you once like me. How great if you still like me hahah :/ 

Too bad, you're leaving next year. But anyway I still hope that next year I still can see you in school. Please try your best in this coming exam pleaseee. I'm like a beggar now omgg :x 

You told me you're regret for everything. Because of her haih. You said you have made a wrong decision on chasing perfection and your results had all fucked up. 

You apologized and I forgave. I'm confused about your sincerity. My friend said that you feel guilty and so do I. But at last you are still that 自以為是, you called me not to be happy until I can't fall asleep. Actually I'm not happy but feeling sad hah. What if you still like me now hah. That's my own imagination :x 

I felt sad and disappointed because you rather watch your batman and you don't want to study. I'm not your anyone, maybe I'm just an annoying fly to you :/ 

I told you I can't move on, then you call me to continue. I don't understand what was your thought upon me. Maybe I'm annoying. If yes I apologize. I do feel myself annoying too.

You hate people calling your name or what. Yesterday I said all the best to you Tiong Kai Yen. Then you say don't use your name. Sometimes I can't really know how you think :x

My only wishes to you is to hope that I can still see you in kuencheng next year. I will pray for you to pass your exam. I hope your exam will be easy and you can get good grades c:

Your birthday is coming soon. I had already buy you a sticky. I'm afraid that you don't care and just share it with all your friends. I'm selfish on that I hope you will appreciate it and maybe as memories. 

Same feelings I know you don't care. You feel me annoying hah.

Anyway your "What if i say i hv too?" made my day :> 

Good luck to you. 

May the Lord bless you and keep you.

May the Lord make his face to shine upon you, 

and be gracious to you.

May the Lord lift up his countenance upon you, 

and give you peace.

Hope to see you next year. I love you :>