Sorry my two best friend )):

When I got to know 2014 name list, I was happy like hell. 

Because I have my two best friend in the same class. 

But something embarrassing happened.

I don't know who to sit with.

Both of you them my best friend, even sister.

Either Cteng or Wing Enn, I can't just leave either of them sit alone

Both of you asked me to sit with the others right

I can't just do it

At last I chose Cteng to sit with

I know Wing Enn you're moody

I promise Tau Chuen and you to sit with you

But Cteng has no friend there, so do you right

Can you both just sit together and be friends

And I the sitting alone will be great

At least there's isn't anyone alone

I'm a mess.

I don't know what to do with

Cteng when you told me that you want to change to Sandar's class, I felt a bit upset

Yeahh maybe the friendship between both of you is better than you and I

I saw your twitter and got to know that your blog has been updated

You did not tell me

Maybe is about the seats problem or anything else... I don't know

I think I'll feel guilty when I see tau chuen and you

Due to the reason that I break my promise

I shouldn't leave you alone

You felt moody I know

You felt angry and disappointed too

Sorry Wing Enn

Sorry Cteng 

I shouldn't be that shit 

The day I lose you :((( 011113

我现在到底是怎么了
刚刚放学才看完你
不到两个小时
我又在想你了
为什么要选这段时间去旅行啊？
为什么不到假期时段才旅行呢？
放学看着你那背影在我眼中慢慢地消失
我流泪了
我并不后悔没有和你一起拍照
也没有后悔不向你表达我的心声

不明白为什么你会喜欢她
我真的好羡慕她
但算了

今天慧慈跟一个男生告白了
我实在佩服她啊! 她的勇气

But sometimes I really caught you staring
but I don't know why you did so
Can you tell me how you feel about me?

张凯源，我喜欢你啊 /.\
I like you but how?
I know you won't care
I know I have no this oppurtunity to like you.
Goodbye my dearrrrr ❤ :'(

Thank you my fellow friends who console me.

You guys are amazing to me! 

I love you all.

班级赛

Sorry to my teammates.
We had lose the badminton match.
I am sorry for my teammates, who train and work hard with me.
I should win the first match, but because of those awkward and nervous feelings.
They definitely kill me.

I got that confident to win the second match
But timing error /.\ 
So we lose again...
Dammmmm sadddd and disappointed
I feel so miserable now

Yeayeayea
I'm sucks in everything
Now it’s just too late and we can’t go back. 
I know there's no use of just saying sorry.
Sighhhhhh

Tomorrow Basketball final garyao arh 
I know you will not let me to play for it
ohhkay can't balme you though
Just can be said that I'm useless
That's all.

Sorry to Wing Enn And Kai Yen.
I know you guys had put lots of effort on this badminton match.
Sorry about it.

I miss you

When can I stop missing you?

Tell me when?

I just can't stop missing you.

Why will I fall for you?

I don't know when and why.

But I just did.

Should I forget you,

that you don't deserve me anymore.

You don't deserve me, 

but I deserve you.

I miss the time when you just wanted to spend every second of life with me.

I tried to tell myself that you're gone but it just wont sink in

No matter what I do

I'm still missing and thinking about you.

Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you

You are always in my thoughts

Flirting with doesn't feel that good.

I just want you to be mine

Awkward Moment Coming and Tragedy Happened :'(

Ohhhhh Shittttttttt
I can suicide dy
Shitttt liao larh this time
Fish die me /.\
No need to go to school anymore
Or straight away sleep til class dismiss
I really don't know how to face you
Wah if yet to break sure i'll hope that school open must be come faster
But now.....
And Sandar send those things make me more fish
Yerr how to settle it now?
Wow if you're my bf
That's so good and even a best moment
I know no if larh
We had break and this is a truth
Cant do anything now
Or maybe you still loving her

Pang Pand and Chui Yee
you need to help me right now xD
I really need your help
Or need to kao chee rong xD
My dear tooo ahahaha
Btw need to thx 鼻屎 too
Thanks for your caring
And even be pang pang and I d middle man or even postman

Now maybe I cant play too over wid cw lerh
And even can't hug him or call him dear
The things I can do now is only not to think too much
But anyway that two days was a sweet dream for me
I really hope that i won't get up from that dream
The dream was so nice
The first day you really appeared in my dream haha
Thanks for giving me happiness during that two days
I really love it

That day we broke
In the morning
i trusted you're serious to me
Bu in the afternoon tragedy happened
That time I just act like dw bother you
But you make it serious
I saw you tweet
You say you don't know when i'm serious and when i'm joking
You said we should become friends isit
Ok i get it
You're the first that make me cry
I really hope that it was just nightmare
And i'll get up from it
Bt now I just can believe it and make it as a truth

Hope that i can walk together with you again (:
Then you'll become my boyfriend and even best friend too
And will be wonderful
But all are just a hope
and i'm just dreaming
It won't happen
But i really hope it will be happening soon
 it's hopeless now and impossible too

June 2013, please be nice to me

Friday :P

Wow second reccess C:
I look like crazy d
Sohai Pang Pang and Kam xD
Haizzz dk why i will make friends with both of you xP
I know lerh xD
Cuz we're all crazy xD
PangPang's action soooo damn funny
Laugh die me lerh larh :D

David Gan
thank you for coming up to accompany me (:
I'm very happy :D xD
PangPang call you to come up d isit xD
wow i miss you lerh leh xP
Sorry larh
I look like become more 小气 lerh
Urgh I hate that /.\
actually nvm lerh larh
Over lerh just let it over
I really hate being like that
I'll change not to say sorry anymore
Sorry no cure isit
I act not to be so obsess to you
But actually I do
Suffering you know

Exam is coming soon ):
I scare this time my results will be bad again
urgh /.\
My dear friends x)
exam jiayous but not to be so good xDD jkjk

想哭的时候，闭上眼睛不让流泪；
伤心的时候，找个地方静静的发呆，告诉自己、要坚强；
孤独寂寞的时候，静静的听那些一起听过的歌；
难过的时候，学会了伪装自己，对别人笑；
失落的时候，笑着对自己说、没事的；
失败的时候，尽管无力也要爬起来，告诉别人，我很坚强。
I need to learn this xDD

Dear exam not to be so hard.
Dear time not to be so fast

2/5/2013 Thursday C:

Ohhh 

today Pang Pang angry lerh :O

because of those small case xD

dun blame that teacher larh C:

tomorrow Tengku Ayu last day

a good teacher xD

Sorry 

David Gan 

I know you dulan me last night

this morning also isit、

always make you besong /.\

haha my fault

thanks for your eclipse wor :D

nut second reccess really besong you lerh -.-

but suan lerh barh

Dun dulan me anymore ok? :D

Heyy

Lee Min Jie xD

dun daib can marh xD

Alway abandon me d xD

like sandar haha

sorry lorh idk wat to reply you marh

suddenly call me go gai gai with you xD

i also not free larh /.\ xP

find one day lorh :3

Seiye wear mao yellow shirt =3= xDD

That shenlao keep on saying

Urgh muahaha

Luckily Teacher Felly din say anything bad to my parents :)

Ohhhh

first reccess gonna kiss dao lerh someone -3-

luckily din xD

I watched a nice movie today :)

Percy Jackson And The Lighting Thief <3

And

Uncle come back from Japan too :)

Buy lots of things for me haha x))

Mommy and daddy aso buy a bag and a watch for me ((:

But bought a Adidas sport shoes for sis xD

I wan it too haha :P

I want to buy a Nike bottle

but mommy dun let me buy arh /.\

suan lerh barh 

Off to go

Bye Bye :))

26/4/2013

Weiiiii

David Gan Happy Birthday :))

Happy Birthday to Daesung and Carol too (:

Lol you damn exaggerating

I just give you stars and sticky

But you say very touch isit xD

But anyway hope that you'll like it :D

Walking here and there on both reccess -.- xDD

cannot sit diam diam d meh xP

always ddy xP joking nia :)

wah today get lots of present orh

Happy liao isit xD

Last year promise lerh help you celebrate d

I din break my promise :D

I'm so good isit xD ikr :P

Jealous Jealous Jealous

But nvm i like you jealous xD

Seiyyyyyeee

Give up already arh

ok lorh i admit it 

But you give up lerh dun be so close with me larh xDD

Ok lorh we're best friend :D

Sandar say you like me over 1 year isit xDD

urghh best friend arh x))

So that means I can hug you lerh lorh xDD

Kidding nia 

Three musketeers 

Hate the same person

Anti the same person

And we hate each other

But we're still best friend forever x))

And sorry for not buying Chatime that day xD

Next week larh :))

Junyiii

Happpy Birthday first :))

Sweet sweet with your beloved arh :D

Jr 3E boys arh

Dun all emo larh

Hyper in school but emo when chatting 

GuoHou we din anti you larh (:

We know you're upset too

Juz remind KherShin nt to be so 过分 lorh 

Today, it's a holiday

Holiday
A boring day too
Whole day at home
Of course not really whole day xD

We were not chatting yesterday
I think that I don't like you anymore
But I started to miss you last night
Shock xP
Today only know that your phone sot lerh
Haha dcdc xD
Ur sis so bad leh :P
Throw your phone like that
Nevermind larh :)

Finally
told my mom my result this morning c:
Relax :D
Luckily she din scold me x)

Sorlou Alvin Tan -.-
Play her
Damn you
Nevermind she also don't like you der
Dun sad arh :P

To: Sandarrrrrr

Sandar

you're leaving me soon :((

like Grace /.\

leaving us :(

Do you know how sad am I when I know you're leaving

I almost cry out 

You're very important to me

You help me to ask 'them' 'something' :)

Although you pattern a lot sometimes xD

Do you know that I hate you very much XD

But we're still BFF 

Ily <3 

-----After Shower-----

:)))))))))))))

Yeahhh 

I got a good news from you C:

I'm so happy :))

You're not leaving

理发师 xD

Stop Threatening Me XD

If not next Wednesday 

I'll throw all your things down :P

wookay
next Wednesday I'll accompany you C:
I promise :D

Ily and Imy haha 

Curious? Nervous?

For me

You are a stranger now

I don't even know how you feel and how you think

You wont find me chat now

Maybe no topic or too bored... Idk

If you don't like me anymore

Please tell me

I wont blame you seriously :)

I just hope that you can be honest to me

That's all :)

Maybe I always lie you

But I still hope that you can be honest 

To you 

Maybe it's not fair xD

But I still hope so x)

Sometimes you will chat with me suddenly

Maybe you're bored

Idk too

I choose not to know the reason :)

Dun talk me because you're "BORED. " 
I'm not here to ENTERTAIN you. 
And dun come to me only when you need a FAVOR. 
I Dun like being USED. :)

清明节快乐

Ohhhh Shit 

Idk how to do my Geo Project

Damn It

But I'll finish it :)

Because I'm so hardworking :P

And my Math too

I promise myself must be finish my homework everyday x)

And pay attention in class :))

My results are sooo damn terrible :((

Especially Math :(

Only 49.5 :(

This is the second time I fail 

I haven't tell my mom yet

Mommy sure scold gao me /.\

Cteng

Next exam you must teach me KH and 历史 :))

Go dentist don't cry arh :D

Happy to meet you guys

Although you guys mouth are 贱 xDD

Saturdayyyy

My dear bro xD

stop playing your guitar :P

you soooo pro x))

Daylight (Y) What Makes You Beautiful (Y) Gangnam Style (Y) 胡闹 (Y) 暂时的男朋友 (Y)

but you don't always copy what I say larh xDD

keep on imitating me in school -.- XD

damn sakai :DD

sorry i wont say bad words again liao xP

反省 反省 :))

 and STOP spamming -.- C:

Guo Hou, Chui Yee and Chee Rong too 

ahahahaha

Your sexayyy voice ahahaha

Monday

teacher wanna change everyone place 

should i be happy? Or feel upset?

Bye bye Guo Hou x))

Tomorrow go 扫墓

But I cant go :(

My HongKong relatives arh

But nvm we can have lunch together x)))

And all my cousin :D

Now my parents are going for supper with them

But I din go 

Haizzz whatever larh :))

My best friends

ILY <3

Especially Cteng and Sandar

Imissyou and foreveralone :DD

Fridayyy

Watching 爱上巧克力 x)))
soooo sweet :D
真爱找麻烦 also nt bad :))
all sweet sweet der C:
螺丝小姐要出嫁
just finish watching ep 1 only /.\ xD
Korean drama --- 那年冬天，风在吹
<3 <3 <3 :))

Just finish my 中楷
写到我手抽筋 xPP
i'm not exaggerating :D
sibeh tired arh my hand xDD
still got Math and Karangan :( /.\

David Gan
YOU are leaving me alone xDD
I hate you muahaha
i prefer you to hug your sis
WILL YOU MISS ME :PP jkjk
and WILL I MISS YOU?

Kwok Seng
my idol 
2 years classmate
sibeh lengzai xD
badminton so pro
要做 fb 红人啊？xP

Cteng
still always pattern xD
haven go dentist der?
dcdc larh
eat so many sweets
ohhh 我的大宝藏 xD
i noe you're nt because of tooth decay
but just remind you
not to eat so much C:

Sandar
cut mushroom head again?
你讲话真的是越来越贱 xD
still dw do ur homework arh

Math Tuition C:

Just cut my hair /.\
Omg
DaiB DaiB xDD

Ohhhh Yeahhhh
Yesterday tuition sibeh shuang x))
Sohai cteng
beat me -.- xD
that betrayer say us lesbian arh -.- :P
besong ard :D
i miss occ adorable bro arh :(
and sorry i poke you with the pencil lead /.\ xD
ohh today you need to go to the dentist orh
dcdc :DD
拔你的狗牙

Kim Sandar xDD
sokia xD
sorry keep on throwing your things xDD
sorry boss :b
and i din buy large der for you

Lee Min Jie
lie me xDD
hate you ard :P

Chee WenHou
keep on playing your toes
disgusting xDD jkjk
Derek Goh sibeh cute arh
say him mushroom xP

A boring holiday

I have finished 真爱找麻烦 C:
you arh so slow xD
wanna lc you liao muahaha :D
pillow pillow always pillow xP
And i dun even think that i'm so important to you
ahahaha
Shuang lorh you
Go gai gai wid your friends :))
Remember to practise your piano x))
Everyday chat -.- xDD
bt sometimes no topic leh /.\
Very boring /.\ xD

Aiyorh still gt lots of homework haven do yet
Ohhh Shitttt
Damn it
So*** math teacher give so many homework -.-

oh yeahhh tomorrow won't be sienz anymore
i can go tuition liao x))

Cteng arh
dun always pattern larh xD
Lzz Lzz Lzz
he's my lover arh muahaha jkjk
Dun forget that i love him sooo much :))
Don't you worry Don't you worry child muahaha
tomorrow is my turn to buy chatime isit?
ikr x)) i'm juz asking nonsense xD
but i want to see OCC adorable bro x))
How? @@
And you change me a lot xP
I love Eng songs and k-pop now x))
Enchanted <3 
Safe and Sound <3

Noo Title

David Gan
Yerr your blog always make me have a guilty conscience
Sorry I really dunno who to choose :/
Both of you i like xD muahaha
Haiz whatever ehehehe
I'll accustomed my life without both of you
And maybe i'll give up both of you :C
I know tat you're sick now soo take care :)
You'll always in my mind too x))
Jiayous :)

Exam will kill me soon D:
I dw to die arh
Muahaha :D

Cteng you say my posts are short isit?
Teach me larh C:
Still playing Line Play
NAIVE :P
Line Pop is the best XO
And...
Cteng dun hate me arh
cuz i realize tat i love Lzz
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der love song xDD muahaha
Don't you worry don't you worry child :DD

Woohooo Sr1ScA
we're coming xDD
Cteng and sandar
Am i right? :))

Conclusion xDD haha

Woohoo having friends like both of you is fun :))
chatting wid me x))
I see ur blog again :) sorry for making you sooo despair and dissapointed
i think this is the best way to settle this terrible case xD
i give up both of you /.\

犯贱 xDD

today bio exam sibeh difficult :(
scare tat after this exam needa transfer school :(
today i feel tat i'm so 犯贱 xD
cuz first reccess wid MinJie and second reccess wid David Gan :O
dunno who i suppose to choose xP
bt DG really treat me vry gud C: help me to ask his sis about physics x) bt it makes me 内疚
SHOULD I BREAK UP WITH YOU ? @@

Back from Hong Kong

lololol everyone miss me? xDD jkjk

sorlou tauchuen keep on imitating me x) like a sakai xP
miss my hong kong relatives sooo much :D
bought a rilakkuma t-shirt thr x))

Happy Day :D

i love my class now x)

today science period sibeh shuang xD

plying wid wingenn, chuiyee, chun wai, guohou, david lim and a lot larh... =）

sooooo damn fun :DD

bt cteng and sandar i love the most <3 especially sandar xDD

cteng dun scold me arh xP who call you din accompany me up and din wait me :O

david gan aso bullshit :/

Nonsense xD

finally cteng teach me ard :)) bt haven finish teaching me
i gt a lot of things wanna post bt dunno whr to start @@
LoL LoL LoL
start to listen eng song because of my lovely cteng x))

I'm new xD

I create a blog :) Bt I dunno wat to write @@
Cteng reject to teach me sad xDD